i just dont get this guy.
here's peter pan ignoring yet another one of my emails
here's how the talk we had last week should have gone
peter pan: you didnt bring your paperwork. that means you will pass meds late as a nurse.
*me: rly? thats a pretty fucking stupid analogy. those things are nothing alike. in one situation, i'm already on the floor doing what i'm getting paid to do, for real life sick patients that need their meds to get better. in the other i have to slave away for hours to write some time consuming steaming pile of garbage that is 1% useful, 99% busywork that i failed to grab on my way out the door.
peter pan: i'm concerned that you are concerned with passing the course. i question your motives for being a nurse. and i need to protect the nursing profession.
*me: u fucking kidding me? you know i need to pass to move the fuck on in the program dont u? n you realize u just pulled me aside to tell me that im not passing the course, rt? if passing is not a big deal, then why did u bring it up in the first place? the whole point is so i can make some changes so that i can pass...er i'd like to think it is. cuz if you pulled me aside to just let your inner dickhead rant about how youve got something personal against me...then fuck you. and my motives? excuse me but go fuck yourself. youre seriously overstepping your boundaries there buddy. i'm here to learn nursing and youre here to teach it. you need to evaluate and teach nursing. and just nursing. my motives and my life outside of clinicals is none of your fucking business got it?
peter pan: you're obviously knowledgeable about the medical stuff when i ask you about it. but that's not everything.
*me: doooooooood. i get it. you dont like me and youre trying to downplay everything and anything that actually matters and instead want to bitch and rage inappropriately about some stupid papers like its the most important thing in the world and im a failure with no redeeming qualities because of it. ZZZzzzzzz.
* = what i should have said but didnt
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to be finished/edited later.
i'm supposed to work on some presentation thing for tmrrw. uggh.
