i just printed off 16 pages of paperwork for clinical tomorrow

really? 16 pages every single week? ms "clarafy" thinks this is necessary? wtf?

on a positive note, i dont see that ridiculous time consuming medication form (which ironically i prbly like the most out of all the paperwork (besides the systems assx form...which also is absent) even tho its more trouble than its worth imo)

fucking aye are u srs?

all i wanted to do in the current program....was to fly under the radar and graduate just being an average joe. or a john doe. hahaha. usu i draw attn by being fucking excellent. well ive done a marvelous job of avoiding excellence. but fucking a, i still blip on the directors's (yeh theres two) radars....only for stupid shit. latest shit: having a clin instr email the dir @ me for not knowing (bc no one ever told me) there is a hospital....errrr health care facitlity orientation tmrrw. lollolololool

:(

oh and btw...rly? this inst couldnt just give me info about the orientation? instead has to mail the director to "clarafy" (lol) the issue? gimme a fucking break.

whatever happens

its gonna be close either way

whats new, part iii

so i just did the math

i need 100/150 questions right on teh final just to pass. thats 66.666%

should be doable right? right?!!!!

i dont know. fuck.

whats new, part II

7.5hrs b4 the final shouldnt be the time where u go..."oh so thats what [basic terminology/concept/etc] is"

better late than never. but fuuuu... i gotta stop doing it like this.

so whats new?

i had so many chances...
yet here i am, hanging by the skin of my teeth again.
i need a miracle.
but maybe an allnighter will do. :) and :(